i have always hated father's day because while everyone is celebrating, it always reminds me of the fact that i have no one to celebrate it with. all those texts i receive each year, greeting my father and congratulating him for teaching me to be a good person, just makes me cringe a little. last night, a good friend texted me and said, "you know what insan(he has nicknames for his friends), your parents did a great job in raising a fine gentleman that you are. So happy father's day to your dad..." i was so heartbroken when i received the message, not because he was not around but because no one was around. i have no father, atleast not in the truest sense of the word. each time a friend asks me how i feel about him, no one would believe me that I don't miss him. In fact, i am almost positive that i don't feel anything for him at all. is that mean? i don't know...
i was suppose to post a funny video today but apparently, Blogger is broken, or maybe it's my laptop... but i'll just assume it's Blogger's fault. haha. I'll be gone for a while to focus on my studies(it's harder to focus when you have no passion for what you do) and our upcoming projects for the org(this i have a passion for :P)... but knowing how i love blogging and reading my fave blogs, it will be hard for me to stay away from all these. in fact, I'll give it a week before i crack. until then... ingat :P
4 weeks ago