on the crossroads...

surprised? me too. sa totoo lang, wala talaga akong planong magsulat ng entry ngayon, or any time soon for that matter. gusto ko sana kasing magpahinga, not just from blogging but from everything, from the stressful and high demands of acads, sa pressure of heading an org, sa mga expectations ng pamilya at ng mga kaibigan. why am i not happy? naramdaman mo na ba yun? something's missing at hindi ko mahanap kung ano yun. i have heard of people experiencing these things but d*mn, they are in their late adult life. i shouldn't be worrying about these kind of things. i should be out there, enjoying life and experiencing what the world has to offer.
i don't know...
i am lost...
please.. find me.

salamat sa lahat ng patuloy na nagbabasa ng aking blog. at first, it felt weird for me to be so open about my life sa blog na ito, sa inyo. pero na-realize ko, strangers make the best confidant. why? strangers won't judge, and even if they did, you won't care so much.
sa aking mga parekoy at virtual friends, salamat. you keep me sane. i'll be in touch with you soon. give me a couple of days to snap out of it.

why?

why not?

wait for you

sometimes love is over-rated...
there are no music waiting for playback each time you have a moment with someone,
no fireworks each time you kiss,
and i'd be damned if it always ends in happily ever-after.

but wouldn't you give anything just to find "the one?"
the one person who would make you believe in happy endings...
the one person who can make your heart beat faster and slower at the same time...
the one person who you could stare at each day and make you believe that maybe "happily ever after" does exist and that fantasy is just a step away from reality?

musikero sundays is proud to present a love song like no other. interpreted by a relatively unknown singer who i can only describe as a diamond in the rough. ladies and gentlemen, i give you robbie navarro with his version of wait for you

video courtesy of mobsycoi

wait for you

I've never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they
Keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta me feeling crazy
(crazy)
How can you walk away
(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie
What you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

I'll be waiting...

2010 is my year... deal with it!

oh yeah. 2009 has finally ended and gave way for my year... 2010. why, you ask? well.. why not? i just kicked 2009's *ss and i'm hungry for more(evil laugh with a hint of naughty.) haha. so, to officially kick off my year, i'm listing down 5 things i'm leaving behind and 5 things i'm keeping for that *ss-kicking i'm talking about.

i am leaving...
1)laziness... rest in peace you sick b*stard.
2)binge eating... not good for my tummy, looks, and apparently my wallet.
3)pornograpy... ok, maybe not totally. baby steps people!
4)poor hygiene... the less you know, the better. haha.
5)binge eating... oh, did i already list it? then this one is for emphasis! haha

i am keeping...
1)my smile... sometimes a great smile can take you places, it can even save your *ss at times. i got references to prove it! haha
2)innocence of youth... an individual is happiest in his early childhood. why? three words people... innocence. diapers. barney!
3)music... it makes the people, come together. yeah.
4)my blog... corny as it may sound, my blog and my alter-ego nightcrawler has given me so much pleasure and i'm quite sure, at one point, it saved me from total insanity.
5)my family and friends... it's always nice to know that you're back is covered. thanks guys.

to everyone who has been a part of my 2009, thank you. i'm inviting you again this year as a new saga begins.

oh, and by the way, our outreach program was a success. sorry i can't post any pictures as we were asked not to. thank you to all the generous people who have supported our worthy cause and may the joy and giving spirit live on even after the holidays. good job everyone.