Sep 14, 2012

For Gigi

Last night was our last bonding together. It was the first time that I was able to walk him outside the house because he doesn't want being dragged around on a leash. I was so proud. Somehow, maybe he knew it would be our last moment together and he wanted to please me one last time. He was more obedient than usual and more affectionate than I remembered.

I was about to take him out this morning when I saw him dangling from the other dog's leash. They had a fight and somehow the leashes got stuck on his neck. I couldn't even look at him directly. I wanted to blame everyone but I knew I was just as guilty for his untimely demise. He was the sweetest, most loyal, and most protective dog I've ever had... and I just lost him. I am so sorry. I wish we had more time together. Goodbye my friend. I'm missing you already.  

19 comments:

  1. Aww.. so sorry to hear about what happened on Gigi, parekoy.

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  2. Nakakalungkot naman ang nangyari kay gigi T.T I'm sure masaya na rin sya kung nasan man sya parekoy :)

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  3. This indeed is sad ... but then, you can't change destiny. So try to accept it. Be brave and strong.

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  4. @fiel-kun salamat parekoy.

    @archieviner i hope so. naiiyak nga ako kanina. I wish i got to him sooner. :(

    @greenspeck Thank you for the encouraging words. I will.

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  5. I'm not a dog-lover. But to be civil, I just want to say I'm so sorry for your loss. It would be hard to replace Gigi. Replace is not even the right word for that.

    Noon kasi sinasabihan ko yung mga kaibigan ko na "Asus bumili ka ng bago. Daling palitan niyan." In time I realized na hindi pala ganun yun. It's something that people who have good skills in establishing relationships with others understand. It made me realize also how bad of a person I am in terms of relationships. After three relationships gone wrong, saka ko lang talaga na realize no? At sa mga animal best friends pa ng mga kaibigan ko.

    I wouldn't say kanya kanyang trip lang yan. And i don't want to say that I'm an evil person. But being good in having a partner whether it's intimate, friendly, familial or even that phileo kind of love between pet and man, is a skill that takes time to develop and mature.

    Again, this comment is all about me. Selfish no?

    Anything just to distract you from the pain of losing a friend.

    Sabi nila Time is the best healer. You'll make it through. Promise.

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  6. @mr.tripster HOpe someday you'd consider having a dog. You'll experience loyalty and love like no other. Kahit pa naneglect mo sila or napagalitan mo, asahan mo na paguwi mo ng bahay ay sasalubungin ka niyan na kumakaway ang buntot at hahalikan ka pa. I miss him already.

    @overthinkerpalaboy T_T

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  7. Sorry to hear about what happened to your dog. Naalala ko tuloy yung pet ko namang rabbit na kailan lang pumanaw na din.

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    1. Meron din akong pet rabbit dati. Namatay din dahil nilapa nung aso namin na nagseselos. hayy... ang malas ko ata sa mga pets.

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  8. Woah. Bigla akong nalungkot. Naalala ko din yung aso kong namatay.

    "A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself." -Billings

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    1. I agree. Kahit ano pang nagawang kasalanan sa aso, hindi ka kamumuhian niyan.

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  9. Sad, I'm sorry about what happended to Gigi..

    Anyways, try to cherish your happy memories, maybe time nya na talaga to go to doggy heaven.

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  10. Nakakalungkot... Buti na lang yung pusa ko alive and kicking pa rin. Lampas 10 years old na yun. Golden gurl na golden gurl na, hehe

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  11. Aw3...I love dogs... thanks sa pagbisita sa aking blog NightCrawler :) I just followed you :)

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